[I Need To Be Afraid]

Life has changed a lot since I last posted. I am no longer with Robby. We broke up on my birthday (November 4), because I just knew it wasn't right. It was getting to the point where you just hate being around them because all they do is treat you like shit.
I'm still pining over Jonathan of course!:P
I'm about to hang out with my friend, Gideon. He's pretty cool.
I really wish I could have a guy like me because of me and not to have sex. I mean, I love love love the sex, but I just really want Jon to wake up and realize how happy he'd be with me. 
Anyway this is just to introduce you to my new life, so you aren't confused about what's going on when I start posting real stuff again. Peace, homies:)